One of the things that bothers me the most and I'm unsure if it's because of dysthymia or depression or whatever, is that I just lose momentum or motivation abruptly. After I'm out of the shower and doing the usual daytime mundane activities I just hit a wall of indecisiveness. I start and stop things … Continue reading Allow Nothing If You Can
Copregnancy or Something
One thing I've taken notice of since my wife has been pregnant is how the space for me to vent freely or discuss things openly has all but vanished. Not at home, but in public... At home I try to navigate what is worth mentioning and not because she usually lets me know when her … Continue reading Copregnancy or Something
Alok Got Jokes
Hello again, been a while. I still have some drafts to finish, but unfortunately I haven't felt like writing lately. Or I have felt like writing, but didn't have the energy or focus. I still don't REALLY feel like writing but I owe it to myself to put something out there so that I can … Continue reading Alok Got Jokes
Something With Nothing 