Well, it's definitely been a while and not for lack of trying, but this has been the year of years. A whole ass child, barely 6 months in leading to separation/divorce, and a whole process of grieving and repairing/rebuilding/restoring self. As much as I'd love to go into the W's and sometimes H of it … Continue reading I Know I Know, But I’m Still Here
Category: growth
Allow Nothing If You Can
One of the things that bothers me the most and I'm unsure if it's because of dysthymia or depression or whatever, is that I just lose momentum or motivation abruptly. After I'm out of the shower and doing the usual daytime mundane activities I just hit a wall of indecisiveness. I start and stop things … Continue reading Allow Nothing If You Can
What a Way to be 38
Yup... A whole year and I'm still around which is like, whatever, but it's always a great time for me to pause and reflect on what I have. This weekend I was blessed to get a visit from Cookie and Ivan to see their family again, along with them meeting my growing family. They were … Continue reading What a Way to be 38
Something With Nothing 