I finally found the word I needed to understand how I become depressed so easily: useless. USELESS is the word. A lot of the time it just shows itself when I'm stationary for too long and also comes up when I've done what I can in a situation but I can't "heal" it. It's a … Continue reading Depression Spiral Personal Trigger
Everything Is True in Existentialism
When I worked in Maryland I told people that I couldn't stand the answer "Well... Yes and no" because for me it was never really an answer. You have many words to choose from: It's complicated, maybe, possibly, or just both. When it comes to someone's beliefs or conviction they feel, or know rather, that … Continue reading Everything Is True in Existentialism
Playing Make Blelieve
Yes, there's the "BL" so you know what I'm gonna talk about to some extent, Black shit; more specifically Black culture as a popular aesthetic. First off lemme explain that things involving Black creativity also involves Black identity. I write as I speak and "code switch" here and there because it's something I've grown accustomed … Continue reading Playing Make Blelieve
Something With Nothing 