I exist as I am, meaning my words are to be heard and absorbed. It comes from a lived experience in different lifestyles, different cultures and I’m trying to express the closeness we all have is not necessarily what we’ve been taught. I experience it, I know it. So inside I’m screaming, but I present a pleasant exterior to make it easier to digest. It’s probably the frustration of existing as something unable to be monetized. I don’t want to be a walking billboard, I don’t want to be seen as a step towards capitalist gain. I share my thoughts, feelings, words with everyone freely so that they know they are seen, heard, and loved without needing anything in return.
Because I share my thoughts and feelings, I need feedback which I don’t get enough of. It won’t change how I speak, but it evolves how I connect. If you don’t get what I’m speaking ask a question. Let me have the opportunity to be more concise for YOU. It’s hard to teach people to unlearn indoctrination through education, because that teaches you how to be a part of something bigger while not nurturing what makes your individuality so unique to keep society thriving. People respond more to an image than words, I don’t want to belittle the true strength people have.
Ugh, I exist as a person who will never be satisfied until the community I surround myself gets it and extends it.
Something With Nothing 